why does Gerard look all of, like, 17 in this pic?



someone photoshop that bitch out and icon this shit. y/y.

Leathermouth is playing TWO shows in towns near me

I failed to get tickets. Oh well. I really have more important shit to be spending my well-earned cash on right now. But still, knowing some of my friends are going and NOT me, is urgh. Frustrating. I know they're gonna buy some merch and flaunt it in my face. Kelsey says she'll buy me a tee, but eh. I don't see the point of getting people tees at concerts, for the people who didn't attend. It's like, "Oh hai. Here's a shirt from the concert you DIDN'T go to." or is that me? lol.

I worked the night shift last night. And I go into work in...oh, about an hour. Still in my bathrobe, just bullshitting on the comp. Like always.

besides. MSI is playing in my town on October 16. I will be there. MSI > LM

I know, I know. Shocking. No offense to Frankie, but I like frontmen who badmouth the audience and say amusing shit. nom nom nom. Okay, yes, I think Jimmy is hot. stfu. He's like...so crazy/stupid/ugly it's amazing. Although, Frank is a good screamer. I'll give him that.

But I've been listening to MSI since...Vanessa T was there. Damn. Been that fucking long already

eta: literally I think my eyeballs are gonna fall out. redeye. ow. where's my damn cleareyes?

for your entertainment; the best fucking commercial ever;


btw;

i'm so sick of hearing about MICHAEL PHELPS.

STFU WORLD. THERE ARE IMPORTANT THINGS TO BE PAYING ATTENTION TO.

so...real life is really *sucky*. No suprise there. I'm such a whiner lately. I will STOP being so emo and start being HAPPEH. Even though it's forced, you DO feel better once you've faked it long it enough. lmfao, that can taken in many other ways. *wiggles brows*

I vow to stop being a whiny fucking bitch. I will start making myself happy first, then everyone else SECOND.

Really, I have so much going for me. I'm extremely thankful for what I have. I need to focus on the GOOD, rather than the BAD.

I finally slept last night. For 12 hours. It was so amazing to be ~refreshed and not such a zombie. I'm eating yogurt now. I work out everydayy.

I think this week I'm finally out of the zoid I've been in. FINALLY things are looking up and becoming clear.

I watched Berth today and it made me smile. Especially the scene where Jepha fired Quinn. I dunno why, but that's my favorite part

Wait, no, when Quinn cuts his tat is my favorite part. God bless <33 Used have always been my favorite band. *shifty eyed* Did I just say that outloud? Mmmhmmm.

I want a band I can see myself getting shitfaced with. They're so retarded sometimes, it's amazing.

Some go without, ever having to deal without.
Never stealing a meal, with everything at their disposal.
Still, life it terrible, sometimes at times unbearable.
Sit down, shut up, and quit your whining.
Open your eyes and look around it's kind of surprising.
Is that you in the gutter?...No!
Is that you starving to death?...No!
Is that you never given a chance?
Or is the gun in your hand gonna answer the questions?

Bam! Bam!
Bam! Bam!
Bam! Bam!
Bam! Bam!

Some go without, ever having to deal without.
Never stealing a meal, with everything at their disposal.
Still, something fucked you up.
Now what's the matter man?
You couldn't suck it up?
Ditched on me and your family.
Did you do it for a bitch?
Answer me!
Is that you in the gutter?...No!
Is that you starving to death?...No!
Is that you never given a chance?
Or is the gun in your hand gonna answer the questions?

My thoughts are tied in knots.
My skull aches as do my guts.
Then again it's all for nothing.
Trapped in my chair waiting for something



DISAPPOINTING HOW THIS IS THE ONLY YOUTUBE VIDEO I CAN FIND OF THE SONG. AND IT'S A FAN-MADE ONE, AT THAT. IT HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH SAW, BTW.

i'm so fucking sick of being sick.

physically. emotionally. In all my 20 years of living; I don't think I've ever been this fucking depressed

It's so fucking pathetic

I moved into my new apartment today. I'm so thankful for good friends. Nick and Mike did everything. I just directed them. I felt bad, I normally would help but ya know. There's gotta be some ~benefits to this shit.

Mike is calling my baby Bertha.

lmfao. Now everybody asks, "How's Bertha?"

lmfao. lmfao. my friends = ♥

SO STRESSED OUT. It's horrible. I can't sleep nowadays either.

I ran today. I've always been a fitness person. I still wanna work out, it can't hurt. I've always worked out three times a week.

I wanna tone my arms. I need to do something ~healthy.

I cheated and had three cigs yesterday. xD

STRESSED. I normally don't smoke. I go through a pack...in a month. Not even. They mostly just sit on my nightstand, collecting dust.

I smoke camel lights btw. I dunno why. People tell me camel lights are ghey. whatev. I'm not really a smoker. who the fuck cares? it's killing my lungs; it's a fucking cig. end of.

edit; as lame as it is, natalie is serious ♥

she's been spamming me pics of the Joker on myspazz. AND QUOTING INTERVIEW WITH A VAMPIRE. IS IT SAD I CAN QUOTE THAT MOVIE? STFU

we used to slash Lestat/Louis when we were 13. baha. yup; we're lame.

I have a bad p0rn addiction. haha.

Yes, I'm serious. When I'm not at work or out with friends, I'm on the computer, watching a shit load of porn. Porn.porn.Porn.

I get tired after watching...ten minutes of it, take a break and do something else, then watch more porn.

porn.porn.porn. you name it; i've watched it. het.gay.both.gang bangs.bondage.whipping.bloodplay.mmh.

What do I do today? Watched porn.

I get so turned off by porn, then I get bored and get turned on again by it.

lol.

I'm such the guy in the relationship. My motto is, in relationships, unless you're not willing to watch porn WITH me, you're not watching porn at all.

baha. I cheated my own rule all the time. I watch porn all by myself all day.

*giggle* Doesn't the word, porn, just said funny? I've said it so many times, typed it so many times in this entry; PORN IS HILAR. I'VE TYPED IT SO MANY TIMES NAO; I THINK I'M MISSPELLING PORN. *spellcheck*

pornpornpornpornpornpornpornpornPORN

I always think of pop-corn when I see the word porn.

lmfao. I might've slipped today at the movies and asked Kelsey if she wanted 'pop-porn' from the concession stands.

"They sell that shit here? fuck ya!"

pornpornpopcorn.popporn.

keepp the faith: profile, look now, bitch *spanks*
keepp the faith: MY CHEM IS ON TV. WOOOO! FRANK -WET-
keepp the faith: GERARD -DRY-
misfitsrule88: i don't remember that convo
misfitsrule88: lmfao
keepp the faith: me too
keepp the faith: but it was hot.
keepp the faith: apperently.
misfitsrule88: what mcr video is on?
keepp the faith: black parade live from the their dvd.
keepp the faith: fuck. WHY THE FUCK IS FRANK SO FUCKING HOT!?
misfitsrule88: IKR
misfitsrule88: LIKE TWO PPL I WANNA FUCK SO BADLY?
misfitsrule88: LYNZ AND FRANK
keepp the faith: YESSSSSSSS
misfitsrule88: LIEK. FUCKING SHIT. I GET HORNY LOOKING AT PICS OF 'EM
misfitsrule88: FUCKING SHT
keepp the faith: http://www.redtube.com/9292
keepp the faith: O_O
keepp the faith: THATS ONE A FUCKING BIGGGGGGGGG BUST
misfitsrule88: D00DE
misfitsrule88: I ONCE SAW A FACIAL
misfitsrule88: WHERE HE COVERED ALL HER FACE
misfitsrule88: AND SHE WAS COMPLETELY WHITE
keepp the faith: O_O
misfitsrule88: AND IT STUCK OT HER EYELASHES AND EVERYTHING
misfitsrule88: AND DRIPPED DOWN HER STOMACH
keepp the faith: WHOA
misfitsrule88: SHE LOOKED LIKE A FUCING MINE. or whatever the fuck you call them
keepp the faith: http://www.redtube.com/8334 hahahah dumbbitch
misfitsrule88: SHE LOOKS SO RETARDED
keepp the faith: http://www.redtube.com/9113
keepp the faithh: O_
misfitsrule88: LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
keepp the faith: FUCKING IDIOTTT
misfitsrule88: LIEK OMFG
misfitsrule88: LOL'D
misfitsrule88: THE ENDINGGGGGGGG
keepp the faith: LMAOOOOOOO I KNOW
misfitsrule88: EPIC
keepp the faith: *SLAP* SMILE!!!!! *SLAP* SMILE!!!!
misfitsrule88: LMFAO
keepp the faith: GAY PORN IS SOO FUNNY
keepp the faith: http://www.redtube.com/1649
keepp the faith: just put frank and gerard's faces on it
misfitsrule88: OH LAWD

we have the best convos ever.

this is the reason why I moved out when I turned eighteen in the first place.

i cannot deal with this shit anymore.

i remember growing up coming home from school, having no dinner, because my mother was too drunk to stand up to cook us food. then my father would come home and start yelling at her, and they fight.

I grew up my whole life to that shit.

my mother always says, "I'll go to rebab in a year."

Years pass.

I was 12, and I once took her two bottles if gin and threw down the sink. And she slaps and starts yelling at me.

So, that method didn't help much.

at least, when I come home to visit, can we just pretend everything is happy?

no.

the thing is, I've stopped caring a long fucking time ago. I feel guilty for leaving my sister alone with that.

no wonder she hates me.

i kinda finally got it tonight. i left her completely alone for the last four years to deal with that shit

at least when I was her age, I had my two older brothers.

but, at the same time, I would've shot myself in the face if I had to spent another night there.

my father, god bless, love this woman. for 28 years of fucking marriage.

and tonight, when he started bawling, saying he couldn't 'do this anymore'.

I really think he meant it this time.

good for him.

THEIR LITTLE FACES! *chinhand*

THE SLASH WORLD NEEDS MOAR B-WALKER

I DEMANDZ IT.

WTF ARE THEY HOLDING? I WANT ONE NAO.

April 7th

allow me to laugh my ass off

today was not a good day

i need some fucking fast music

SRSLY.

JUST...URGH.

YOU'VE DISCOVERED THE HOLY GRAIL TO GAY PORN

-bows-

UNF UNF



LMFAO

This is why I love the interwebz

THIS PICTURE MAKES ME WANNA SMILE/CRY AT THE SAME TIME

HOW ARE THEY FUCKING REAL? SO PRECIOUS.

Title: Denial
Author: misfitswhore
Pairing: Frank/Gerard
Rating: NC17
Summary: They'd always worked better together without words
Disclaimer: Never happened, and never will.
Author Notes: My submission to my_slash_line. And to help me get over writer's block. I'm shattered-brain atm.
Beta: pondiesexual tysm! ♥

( I've been nothing but lies and deceitful )

LMFAO.

best.crack.ever.

if this shit can get published; surely I have a fucking chance

My boyfriend's band's album came out today on their indie label

:-/

He didn't even mention me

:/


btw; I hate it when random creeps add me on myspace

I'm gonna put a garbage bag over my head and take a picture

Last night, I had this long epic convo with my muse about MCR's future kids. I don't know it began, tbh. But the topic came up.

Snippet:

misfitsrule: feel bad for frank's kids. think of all the people who will just date them, just to fuck their dad

highinfinity: SO FUCKING TRUE. I'd date their kid, just to meet Frank Iero. "Oh haaaaai thurr, Mr. Iero....Mind helping me with this?"

misfitsrule: rofl.

highinfinity: i feel bad for gerard way's future kids worseeeeeee. poor kids. their father is probably a closet fag, and their mother is like...fucking hot as shit. their kid will be so fucked up. IT'S SO OBVIOUS.

misfitsrule: i wannt go forward 30 years just to witness it

highinfinity: ikr

misfitsrule: i bet their kids will be ugly as shit.

highinfinity: still. ppl will still wanna fuck 'em

misfitsrule: trufaxxxx

highinfinity: i think mikey and alicia will have the most fugly kids tbh. i think they're a badly matched couple.

misfitsrule: they freak me out mikey and alicia. they srsly do. i dunno why. i don't wanna think of them procreating. ewww.

So I guess this convo was heavily in my mind when I went to bed last night and I had this dream where Gerard and Lynz's daughter was in a band. With nothing but boys. All hot boys. She played guitar and was like a carbon copy of Lynz. Haha. But she sucked at art. Badly.

She was a dyke and I say that without offending anyone. I wouldn't say lesbian, because er...she was had this male/female thing going on. lmfao.

Major dyke.

And she's making out Pete Wentz and Ashlee Simpson's daughter. Actually, in my dream, they were doing a lot more than making out.

I'M SO DISTURBED/AMUSED AT THE SAME TIME.

I'm having wet dreams about rock star's future kids fucking each other.

....

CLEARLY I NEED MAJOR HELP